2023

people come and go but I wish good things never change. but it did. our story keeps going and we move to another page.

• We keep meeting people that one day they are going to leave us.
  I know that I’m not alone, I enjoy the journey and the distance we ride bears a lot of memories, that is what keeps us close. one day I know they have their goals, and one by one they reach that point. and the journey I ride, I feel like I am missing something. it feels silent and empty. I once read a quote from nowhere. sometimes the trouble isn’t that big, but it feels heavy when you face it alone. I know how it feels.
• I don't stand for what doesn't kill you make you stronger. of course, it makes you suffer, physically and mentally drained and also leaves scars. I have it on my lung. the way I breathe after a rigid activity or some heart race feels heavy. but if we never suffer, we never learn a thing, no?
• I’m done with such an artificial nice diction. it's unbelievable. action should speak louder than words. whether it is a kind of trust issue or not, but I make sure myself not too easily fooled, again.
• we can’t win everything in a time. Sometimes we win, other times we lose and learn. my ego hates being a loser. it cried inside like a baby but I needed to show ✨failure acceptance as an adult should✨, so you see nothing cause I can’t 🙂.
• I don’t get why people always try to be a cupid while I seemingly don’t have the intention to have a relationship with anyone. I am on my own and everything is fine until I’ve become unexpectedly close with people I never thought I would talk to. I don’t really open up with new people but I’m glad to meet this guy.