Starting Again

Honestly, I have no idea how to keep this account alive. Since I can't have my subscription yet. I just wait for another month to have my free super limited articles to read. But, here I am now thinking about start crafting one by myself.

They say to start a new beginning is the hardest part of everything and I couldn’t agree more. I appreciate someone who can easily turn their idea and feeling into words. Of course, I’m not one of them.

Okay, at least I am trying.

First thing first, pardon me for talking about myself a lot here. You can just skip if you don’t into this. I don’t want you to get me wrong instead of just giving a chance to know me better from my writing.

Lately, I found myself, hmm, what can I say, a little bit too happy? I don't know is it me who catching with the good news only and ignoring some apart. So the positive vibes become overwhelming (?) Because to be honest, sometimes I think I'm aware too much and notice almost everything like, "oh bad days, it's coming!". What do you call it, is it kind of intuitive?

There’s feeling that comes over naturally and kindly tells me not to cheer so loud. It holds my joy and sounds like I set my boundaries for my happiness so, I don’t feel it to the fullest at the moment. On the other side, I always try to live my life in the moment which is it going to be harder to do. Lol. Seems like someone debating herself again.

Alright. it would be better if I put it to separate topics from this, right? Also, recently I read a book about emotional intelligence and perhaps, I will put my thoughts on it later. So, I will come back with it soon 😉